never again

today, like an hour ago, i was walking from work to my car and in the middle of that joyful journey there was a roundabout.

now, i don't know why and i have no idea what the hell possessed me to do it, but i walked onto the actual roundabout.
i didn't realise the complications (and not to mention the STUPIDITY) of it until like 5 minutes later when i was just standing there watching cars going around and around and around and around.....
...then i thought "hmmm, the cars aren't going to stop.." when it hit that OMG ITS A ROUNDABOUT!! the cars give way to their right so there will be a continuous flow of cars going around meaning.... i won't be able to get out of the roundabout. -__________-

far out, seriously!
why am i so freaking stupid!!!
it was soooo embarrasing, cars were driving past and you could just see the smirks on all the drivers faces!! aaaarrrggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
"look at that stupid girl on the roundabout HAHAHAHAHA!"

to make matters worse i was in my uniform so people could actually place an identity to me.
oh the shame!
*sigh*

in the end laurie (work friend) saw me and stopped, honked at me, laughed, gave me a 'what-the-hell-are-you-doing' look and let me cross.

never again am i walking on to a roundabout, but i swear to god i've seen some people on a roundabout before.

Here you go

depression

i am so depressed.

why?

i'll tell you why!!

depression #1
after waiting endlessly for the seasons of gilmore girls to go on special because they regularly do, i have acquired 5 out of the 6 released seasons on dvd.
i am now awaiting to buy the 2nd season and waiting for the 7th (and last) season to be released here in Australia sometime later this month.

BUT.
guess what??!?!?!?!

those fuckers have released a limited edition boxed set of the COMPLETE series of gilmore girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


how could i not predict this?!?!?
of course they're going to bring out something like this! they did it for friends, charmed, sex and the city- everything! why am i so stupid!
argh, i'm so annoyed.

i think i'm going to sell off the dvds that i have on ebay and buy this boxed set.
urgh.
its so depressing.
but....
look how pretty the boxed set is!! its like a carry bag AND they have a "gilmore-isms" book!!! omg i want that book, filled with all their quirky and witty one-liners......
although i don't like it how they're photoshopped in to cartoon rooms, its a bit tacky if you ask me.

still its damn annoying to know i could have just waited for this instead of buying all the dvds individually!!

depression #2
i am a hypocrite.

similar thing happened to tim, when his boston legal dvds went into a boxed set of the 3 seasons and he had bought the first 2 seasons individually.
he was complaining and i said in reply,

"oh wah wah have a cry, its just dvds! geez its still the same shows, just packaged differently! freaking build a bridge and get over it, or just give the dvds to me and you go buy the boxed set!!"

why oh why oh why did i say that?!?!? now i get no sympathy from him!!!!

depression #3
my family is leaving for singapore/malaysia/hong kong/ china tomorrow without me! while i stay here and slave away working ungodly hours at that bloody bookstore (ok so i like it there, shut up)

depression #4
everyone is going to asia!! yes i'm looking at you ci's!!
lol.
i am so insanely jealous. ohhh the exchange rate would be so good to buy stuff there! you guys are going to have a blast!

depression #5
i miss the east side and the italian guy that cooked for us every night

depression #6
i am petrified and scared of going to america now. it just seems so remote and (yes i know this is corny) i'm going to miss my mum's food and cleaning and all the other stuff that mothers are for, including them.
also there is so many things to organise ------> visas, flights, insurance, housing, meal plans, consulates, scholarships fajgvnsaewvfnesjwghivesdnbwehb;sdx! argh, its endless!

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oh well.
i'm tired, i think i will go to sleep. makes sense huh lol.
yes photos of melb/syd will most definitely go up soon, but here's one of my favourites-

no, the two guys in the background are not strangers, its our spanish friends haha.
yes, the one on the left is the hot one i was talking about. (though you can't really see much of him there)

sydney

so i'm coming back in 2 days.
so this has been an absolute blast.
so living at a hostel was the greatest idea ever.

so.............I DON'T WANT TO COME BACK!!!!!!

i need to get off quick smart because there is like a long line of people who want to use the internet while it is working haha.

sydney reminds me so much of malaysia- the humidity, the buildings, the dirt, the roads, the prostitutes and my god- the ASIANS!
oh how i love it!
but melbourne is better, in my opinion. cos you know, my opinion is like soooooo important.
excuse me, i may be a tad delusional after a few drinks and walking around kings cross with old seedy men yelling at you and drunk yobos staggering around- sheesh, how did i survive!

anyway, we went to see the harbour bridge and opera house yesterday, i had the first glimpse of the bridge and nearly had a heart attack, i don't know why, i just excited when i see famous things. heck i even got starstruck when i saw the big brother stars in carousel!

today we went to chinatown with our new spanish friends and OH MY LORD are they hot or what!!!
right.
so only one of them was hot but OH MY LORD he looked like wentworth miller!!
it was a struggle to communicate with them- but just looking at him made it all better.
his name is mikel, no not michael, but "mee-kel"
HOTTTTTTTTT.

*fans myself*

and his accent.
HOTTTTTTTTT.

and they way he looks at you when he doesn't understand what you're saying.
HOTTTTTTTTT.

*sigh*
such a pity the photos of him do him no justice- but my gosh i shall most certainly post them up anyway.

his sms-es were almost indecipherable, with his signing off of "kisses babe" and weird grammar.
i swear to god if it was a fob sending the messages i would have been insanely grossed out and repulsed.
but no.

he's spanish.
HOTTTTTTTTTTTT.

ahahha ok ok no more.
alritey i'm off,
photos of everything and a long post of everything when i get back to perth.
(gosh, i have no life posting my everything on this thing)